God....

Hey God, I don't know what just came over me, but I feel such a terrible feeling.  I feel like I am not being the man I need to be, that you've called me to be.  I am sorry for that, I pray that you will guide me and that you will help me not be standoffish.  That I will learn to be the kind of person who goes out of the way for others, especially for you.  I want to give all that I am to the people here at Bethel, and I hope that you use me often.  I am open to you, and I give you what I am and what I have.  Use my spirit to uplift others, and to be a piece of you here.  I don't know how to be good at this, and so I pray that I will just be excited to be with others, and Love with crazy love.  Thanks God, you always help me out.