Waiting...

God is so interesting.  The way that he takes us places we never thought we'd go, and constantly pushes us to go past what we thought was our best.  I am so in awe of what God is doing in my heart that I can't even express myself.  It's amazing that when we change our perspective, things can almost always be positive.  I've been really sick this past week, and I'm still not doing great, but God is teaching my teammates how to work, challenging them to grow more, as well as teaching me how to be content just to rest.  There is so much to be done and I want to help, I feel like I let my team down, but God uses it all to make us the best people we can be.  Whether it is to learn to sympathize with others when they are sick and aren't working, or learning to handle a bunch of stuff all at once without someone else to help you manage.  I suppose I don't know anything for sure, but I know that God wants all of us to grow into Christians.  The term "little Christs" is a neat thing.  We have the name of God to call upon, and we are trusted with the message and purpose of Christ.  I know that I want to become as close to the creator as possible so that I can give to the fullest potential that I have.  I'm excited to see where God takes me next, and I can't wait to learn new things that will help glorify God as best as I can.